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Sunday, September 28, 2008

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul


It's time for the old Diana to come out and play
Dirty. Nasty. Deadly.
Whatever and whomever you want me to be - I can be that.

I will not close my eyes again.

 


Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Loyalty. Courage. Tolerance. Love.
For as long as I shall live, I shall try.

 


Friday, July 25, 2008

I listened to "Into Dust" by Mazzy Star just a while ago.

I was crying and smiling through the whole thing. The nostalgia kills me. And I love it.
I closed my eyes smiled smiled smiled, ignorant of the tears.
I sank in a little deeper today, but that's alright. If I landed myself in this shitty whole, I can sure as hell get out.

I love you guys all so much. It hurts, and it makes me happy. I feel full and wholesome. Thankyouthankyouthankyou.


Sunday, July 13, 2008

All in all, I had a great birthday!
A big fat juicy scandalous thank you to: Mimi, Daphne, Avery, Angela, Sprina, Jon, Patrick, Andy, Teddy, Kaiser, and Jerry!

I've got some seriously genuine and caring and bitchy and whoremonal friends!
My seveteen started out real well - better than what I could've hoped for.

Up next is the welcome back thing for Melody and the beach day and perhaps another ghost hunting expedition!

Yeah, I'm pretty ecstatic.


Friday, July 11, 2008

Currently Reading
Their Eyes Were Watching God
By Zora Neale Hurston
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Happy (late) Birthday to me.

Yesterday was a good day for a birthday - it wasn't burning hot.
So basically I'm keeping my fingers crossed and wishing that this year will be a sucessful year.

I've learned a lot in the past year, perhaps more than I should have. But it'll all work towards my advantage in the end.
So many people I'm going to miss once school starts again - let's not go there.

I miss the good old times when nobody knew how to drive...when everything was simpler and everyone was more carefree.

I specifically remember Andy Tran biking to my house at two am in the morning to tell me happy birthday last year. He spend the majority of the time in my kitchen talking to his mom on the phone, but it was nice nevertheless.

This year, everyone's more occupied (as to be expected) and everyone knows how to drive (including me), so everything has become mundane, mediocre, and not worthwhile. There's no point in biking when you can drive. There's no point in driving when you can just text some more.

Everything before this was just sweeter.

I don't know. I've had a really long week - sleeping under six hours everyday, which is NOT good seeing as I need at least six per night.

I'm so tired right now, and I really like listening to Paramore's "Misery Business" and Pinback's "Penelope" over and over again.

Good morning, sunshine. I am seventeen and can afford to not give a fuck (except about my college apps and personal statements, but whatever).



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